throat voice to sing. damn tired but still have to continue "kicking"
and "pushing" my stomach muscles. did not have enough air to sing
two of the songs.. wonder what im gonna do. went out of tune yesterday
and altos was being "taught" the most! hope i can still rmb the techniques
that were taught yesterday.
disappointed. not able to go to campus. hopes went high and it went down
again. friday night, in the process of preparing, mum last min say dont go.
sat morning, she said can go. and its like i wasnt prepared yet. used the
whole afternoon to prepare and evening she say dont go again! WTH!
angry and sad... she said studies was more impt and its just wasting time
to just queue up for so long and just sing a few songs. she's right. studies
is of course more impt then singing. maybe i should join when i am older...
im gonna miss choir prac on friday. mum last min said that we are going
malaysia for three days. i cant possibly miss the prac this fri! there's dance
prac! if i dont go also cannot, cos sis starting holiday work on the 18th and
that's the week where choir had three days with no prac. why cant she just
start work later?! just because of her work then i have to miss 1 choir prac.
maybe to my mum its nothing. but to me it's like so impt! missing one prac
can actually miss quite a lot of things. and that EOY concert is just two more
weeks! she just cant understand... what can i do? cant she be more understanding?
